She wants him

She wants to cry cause she's so alone but she cant.
she wants him but he's so far away.
she thinks about the day they almost kissed.
she wonders what it would be like to have him.
she just can't get him out of her mind.
she's known him for awhile but she doesn't know much about him.
she doesn't understand why she cant get him to of her mind.
what is it about this guy she likes so much?
she knows it doesnt matter.
what matters is that when she thinks about him she wants to cry.
she want to cry because she cant have him.
she knows he doesn't feel the same but she wishes he did.