Hiding the pain

by Samantha   May 24, 2007


I'll cute my self for days
I'll set wondering why things are this way
I'll set an cry for nights
An wake up with tears still in my eyes

Why theres so much pain hiding deep inside
Wondering when the pain in my eyes will fad out of site
Theres only one person that really gets whats goin on inside
He likes me even tho i have things inside i hide
But i'll always be truthful till the day i die

But theres so much pain hiding deep inside
My big fack smiles i put on my face to hide behind
Thim tears that slide down my face at night
Looking up at the stars at night i try to hide i'm not like every other girl in site
But he's still there an he holds me tight
An tells me that i'm a one of a kind

All that pain hiding inside maybe theres one thing i cant hide
That guy that tells me i'm a one of a kind
But he see's the scars i try an hide
He says he loves me an would give up his own life

He says he wants to make me happy but theres so much pain inside
I love him to death but i know his just like every other guy
That will leave me in a sec to find another girl to ride
But some of my heart still has love in site
Im scared im goin to fall for him an his goin to leave me behind

I've never had anyone ever care in my life
But he seems like he wants me to be his wife
He jokes around about it all the time
No ones ever loved me but him in my life
His my very best friend till the day i die

We both have so much pain hiding inside
I see the scars he trys to hide
I kiss his cheek an ask him whats goin on inside
He says i can feel the pain you hide out of site
He kisses my check an askes how can i make all this pain fad away

I said my mom an dad don't care an they never will
They leave me black an blue but they don't even care
They tell me they wish i would fad away an disappear
They cos me so much pain but they think its just a game

I wish i had a family that cared
He looked at me an said we'll make a family an we'll all care
What are you tryin to say an he looked am me an said will you marry me
Then he said maybe this is what it takes to make all your pain fad away

He said he loved me an i've never heard such sweet words in my life

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