You lost me..

I'm Mexican, a rather write in Spanish, i wrote this a long time ago...

Don't think that I'm still here
Waiting for you, I'm just so gone
& like a queen I will sit in my throne
& I wont cry, don't even a tear
After all it's not my defeat
You think you won, but you really loose
I'm just far better than you
Don't blame yourself
My tame face tricked you
Just thought I was naive?
Well, I'm not, don't stay here
Keep moving on
I wont believe in your empty words
Don't you know? I'm better alone
I don't need your love
At least not anymore
I won't deny
Your lips I'll miss
They taste so good, so poisonous
But please just remember this:
You are so queer that you make me sick
You don't rack me, If is that what you think
You don't overawe me, you just overact
You don't overcast me, now you don't know how to act
You don't know what to say, what to think
Let me go, or I'll set myself free.