Today I am, Tommorow I won't

Today I am, Tomorrow I won't

Staring out the window
My eyes
So empty and hollow
Trying so hard not to cry

Here I am
Standing here
Alive
Wonderin, if anyone can hear
My cries

Today I am alive
Tomorrow I won't
Today, im in pain
Tomorrow I won't

Tears streaming down my cheeks
Wondering what will they think
When they see me

Today Im alive
Today you hear my cries
Tomorrow I won't
Tomorrow you won't

I drank the jar of pills
drank all the advils
Now I slowly closes my eyes
Hoping someone will hear my cries

Today Im angry
Tomorrow I wont be
Tomorrow, don't be surprised
when you see me

I lie on the floor in agony pain
I filled my heart with all his blames
The cold floor upon my skin
I slowly grin

knowing
Today Im alive
Tomorrow I won't
Today you have a girl
Tomorrow you wont

I close my eyes
The beating of my heart slowly fades
My cries..
will always reamains

Today I am dead
Tomorrow I won't
Ill be free
Free from you ...