Forever Alone

How many times have I tried to end my own life?
I lost count gods knows how long ago.
When I do die I don't know where I'll end up
Heaven doesn't want me and hell's afraid I'll take over.
I've been so lonely for so long, no one wants me
Covering my pain with a mask of coldness
I just want to end my forsaken life.
No one loves me and no one cares about me
That's just the way it is
Because no one
Would ever love a demon.
I'm just some horrifying monster
That everyone hates and fears.
There is nothing good about me
I only bring death and destruction to all around me.
That's why I have to stay away from everyone
And be alone
Forever alone.