I wonder if you were ever genuine
I hear the fighting starting up again
I see the deception in your eyes
I want a sober you
I am disappointed and naive
I pretend I don't see the evidence
I believe that you can never change
I feel deceived and insignificant
I worry everything will be lost
I cry tears of frustration and resentment
I am disappointed and naive
I understand you have a problem
I say you will never get help
I wish I had a real father
