I dont know what to do

Some days I feel like sh*t
Sometimes I don't know what to do
I remember the dumb things I did
To just try and be with you

I remember the million times I tried
The way I always thought of you
The thrice-damned poems I wrote
Hoping you would love me too

Like snow in the sun
Were the things I did for you
I did them to try
To make you love me too

It's time I forget
The things you put me through
The pain, the lies
There'll never be a me and you

The heart you tore apart
Can never be the same
All I put myself through
Was Love, a cursed and screwed up game

It's time I realized
You'd never love me too
Love took me as a prisoner
I think it's about time I gave up on you