Tuesday, March 13, 2007 (5:45 PM)

March 13... That unfaithful day.
Why did god have to do it this way?
The clocks stop working at 5:45.
The day darkens;
The Demon Day has arrived!
Falling fire and dark clouds surround me as I walk in slow motion
Looking at the carnage and all of the false devotion.
I walk through the shadows of death as I watch unharmed.
I don't blink; I don't scream; I don't even feel alarmed.
Some poor wretches didn't make a sound.
They knew what had to be done without hesitation;
So, they went willing without any mental penetration.
My eyes will be scared for "life" after this day;
For I know very soon what price I have to pay.
Great stones fell as my empty heart swell.
Knowing that my turn was soon, made me want to yell,
But I yell in silence as I watch the horror persist.
However, it was their decision that he didn't exist.
The foundation shakes and debris make more earthquakes.
People run and scream in terror, but I stand alone.
Why such a perfect day to feel the wrath of the bible's foreshadowing?
Why not a day that would've been known?
Mother Earth couldn't take it and left them "all" for dead.
So, why did "He" take them and leave me instead?
My brain rushes with confusion as it runs wild with delusion after delusion.
"Take me with them!" I angrily yell.
"If I can't go to Heaven then take me to HELL!"
No way out, and no way in.
Left behind I am; there's no Way to win.
Rain drops on black roses for the "lost" souls that She once protected.
I cry in pain as my life is being reflected.
The end is coming near; so, I run down the empty city road.
This burden I carry is too heavy a load.
I drop to my knees and close my eyes;
It's too late for sorries and sweet goodbyes.
"No way out, and no way in; left behind I am...
NO WAY TO WIN..."

*Try listening to "Lake of Fire" or " Build God, Then We'll Talk". It sets a good mood*