The love was always there

Trying to pull you closer
but having to let you go,
knowing i lost the best thing
I'll ever come to know,

You gave your love from the beginning
and always kept it true,
If only my insecurity's
didn't stop me from loving you,

I always let my fears
get the best of me,
I was afraid of getting hurt
and losing what could be,

But you had my heart from the start
you'll have it to forever keep,
You deserve much more then i gave
my trust was way to weak,

The hurt i brought to you
was my biggest and worst mistake,
And this lie that I'm living
i can no longer sit down and take,

The lie that says i deserve you
and everything you give,
The lie that says I'm the one
you need in order to live,

If only i would have told you
and gave you a chance to see,
The love that was always there
hiding inside of me!!!