So much I want to say
To you.
Rehearse the different conversations
In my mind
All the time.
Over and over.
What I would say to you,
What you would say to me,
How it would all end.
But I know
These are all fantasies,
Ideas that will never really happen.
I can't say these things to you,
I never will.
I don't want to ruin the friendship
We already have
By blurting out these feelings.
I know it would,
Things would never be the same,
You'd probably hate me.
So my mouth will stay shut
Forever.
