I feel...
Actually,
I don't know how I feel.
Right now
I'm not sure
Which emotion rules me.
My thoughts and memories
Going round and round,
Fighting for control of my mind,
Pressing forward
Only to be pushed back again
As another claims victory.
Emotions whirling,
Every second something different.
Happy,
Sad,
Confused,
Scared.
Don't know which to embrace
And which to push away.
I don't know what to feel.
