All I Ask is Forgiveness

A friendship.
Lost.
Where did it go?
I blamed other people.
But it is only myself to blame.
More friendships,
Down the drain they go.
Where did they go?
More blaming.
But only myself to blame.
Two weeks of bad moods
Two weeks of being trapped.
Now to atone.
But how?
How,
After so long,
Can I atone for being rude and mad at friends,
Of whom I had no right to be mad at?
All I ask is forgiveness.
If it not given,
I must accept,
And move on.