Its like walking in the the dark
you cant see two steps in front of you
and you wish someone would turn on the light
but you know that only you can
you have to find the right wall with the switch
in a huge house of all these obstacles
which you have to get around
or you wont succeed
When you try and look around for an ounce of hope
For someone to lend a helping hand,
give you a little push in the right direction
But you know thats there no one there
you know you must go this one alone
its something that you must find on your own
the adrenaline is pumping through you
your heart beats so fast, skipping a few at a time
you feel like time is running out
and then you find out that you are
at the bottom of this house still
and you need to find the top
you have less then a year
and your starting to get scared
you want to sit down and cry
but don't want to be weak
plus big girls, we don't cry. Right?
you want to break down and scream
but no one would hear you
so you think whats the point
you hear people yelling and you cant yell back
people saying stuff like, "pay attention"
"your a kid so have fun" and "live your life your way"
but you cant get out of the house that your stuck in
and you start to run, but you fall, but you get back up
and then you fall again, but you pick yourself back up
and you just keep going,
and you learn...
your gonna fall, but it wont kill you
your gonna get hurt, but you'll be fine
your just in this big dark house all alone
but one day you'll get out
one of these days you'll see again
and the light will be beautiful
and you'll know exactly what you want...
