Its just "pain"

They wondered why
she hurt herself,
they wondered why
she cried.

They wondered
where the tears
came from
'cause everything
seemed fine.

They didn't
know her heart
was dead,
nothing left to
feel.

nothing but the
painful scars
that she only
wish would
heal.

The scars that
left the memories,
of promises
never kept.

They wondered why
she couldn't
trust,
and would never
trust agian.