The Trials Of Friendship (at 1:00 in the Morning)

I stay wide awake,
Because it's hard to fall asleep
When I'm thinking of you.
I should probably get off,
I should probably go to sleep,
Should drift off into a world of unconsciousness
Where I can see you,
And pretend everything is okay.
What I wouldn't give for one more hug,
One more night,
When we weren't fighting,
Or in doubt,
Or not trusting our friendship.
We can't go back to what we had,
Maybe it was never there in the first place,
But we can hope to make something work,
For the trials of friendship are never forgotten,
Not even at 1:00 in the morning.
It's oh-so-very difficult
To leave somewhere when
There's a chance that you'll be there
Maybe,
So I wait.
And I'll lose many days of sleep,
And I'll forget how to eat,
And maybe I'll forget how to cry,
But I know I won't forget
What our friendship has put me through,
What we have been able to withstand
At all times,
Even 1:00 in the morning.