Darkness

Highway to hell

Highway to heaven

My life is nothing

I deserve death

I deserve pain

I deserve the suffering that you put me through

As I slit my wrist in self mutilation

watching the blood fall down

Penetrating into the carpet

shining in the light

but at this point I am no longer searching for that tourniquet

As I rise from up above self loathing

And in denial

Its all I feel

Nothing more

I just wish I could have deliverance

So that I can break free

From the torture

That is life

The never ending hardship

The constant current of flowing hate

You dont feel pain like I do

No one does

No one understands

The darkness like I do

No one