Love is not something you deserve!
You don't get to have it from anyone!
You don't matter to anyone including yourself!
God does love you!
But he just won't help you!
You don't deserve his help or love either!
You did this ALL to yourself!
God is holding the key!
He WON'T give a copy to you!
Pray? For how long?
How many different ways?
Does he tire of your persistence?
Does he find your voice annoying?
Well if he doesn't I DO!