Who am i joking
I'm crying inside
why do i deny it
i know it's true
I'm just deceiving
and it's worse that they're believing
when will i receive my redemption
this is my black heart deception
why am i fooling myself
i can never go back now
how did i get here
what did i do
the lies that I'm spreading
just to sleep through a night
the devil comes knocking
i lock all the doors and
I'm waiting with anticipation
this is my black heart deception
why am i fooling myself
i can never go back now
how did i get here
what did i do
all of the birthdays I'm missing
and the holiday giving
i shun them all away
i just want to crawl in a ditch and
never come out every again
just leave me here to die and
this is my black heart deception
why am i fooling myself
i can never go back now
how did i get here what did i do
my black heart deception
