Everything is trapped inside me
Screaming to get out, wanting to get out
As the emotions suffocating me
Pin me to my pointless doubts
A world unknown to all but me
Lies hidden beneath my eyes
I know that you can’t understand
And you will never realize
That those stupid things I said to you
Was my attempt to hold you back
Cause I knew that soon you would go
Because all you want is what I lack
The time I wasted trying to tell you
Everything I want and feel
Left a gaping hole in my broken heart
And it's so hard to conceal
That what I need to say
Is cutting at my soul
Killing me slowly, deliberately
Ever since my heart you stole
So read this poem and think of me
As I'm swept into the ruthless tide
Of murderous thoughts and feelings
When something unexplained
Murders me inside
