I cry out in an infinate prayer,
trying to remember all those who care.
I wake in a dream to find myself alone,
I have deserted my family my friends and my home.
The path I chose took me away from the light,
I feel so much pain I've given up the fight.
I slammed the brakes, I'm now in reverse,
The lies I feed I begin to rehearse.
I hurt the ones who cared the most,
This is my life I am the host.
Bloody tears run down my eyes,
Yet I still fail to recognize.
I lift up my hands and fall to my knees,
I let out a cry to God I plea.
Forgive me for the things that I've done,
The battles I've fought the enemy has won.
I prey for the strength to do whats right,
To steer my life back into the light.
Bring me to peace so I can move on,
To earse all the things in my life that are wrong.
I hear your voice loud and clear,
It is you lord I have learned to fear.
If not for your word I would die this way,
But thanks to you, you never let me get too far away.
Father please teach me how to love,
I prey this to you up above.
