Start of Something New

There's anger all pent up inside of me
Banging on the walls inside my head
Threatening to break the chains of self-control
Picking at me until I'm dead

There's pain draining from inside of me
Seeping out until it's gone
Releasing all my bottled hurt
What I needed all along

There's confusion building up inside of me
Throwing my beliefs around
Telling me I was always wrong
To my misfortunes I am bound

There's darkness clouding up inside of me
Turning me from what I know
Blocking out the light I need
Keeping me from where to go

There's memories carefully etched inside of me
Haunting my always restless sleep
Never letting me forget
Nestling in my conscience deep

There's old emotions leaving the inside of me
Finally breaking these enslaving chains
Letting go of whom I loved
As former feelings wane

There's new love growing here inside of me
Feelings of a different hue
These new emotions I have found
The start of something new