As we all sit here
around one another
everyone is laughing at the littlest things
but me.
i tell you i don't want to.
but you forced me
and i didn't want to loose you
so i did it.
and now i regret it.
i can't recall clearly what happened
it's all a big blur
but from stories i heard
i was not myself
i was all over everyone
especially you..
the one that made me do it
i heard you dragged me away
and no one knows what happened
now it's a month and a half later
and I'm really scared,
i hope I'm just a month late.
What i think, can't be true.
you wouldn't have done that to me
i wanted to...
but not yet.
it was to soon
but maybe you would have wanted to.
i have accusing the one i love
you forced me though for the first thing
so you probably forced me for that too.
i don't get it
how could you have done that to me?
i thought you loved me
like i love you
