Lost sister.

It blurted out
i can't believe it
I've been waiting for this
for years
and the day was today
I'm still amazed, shocked.
I didn't know
that this is how it would feel.
it hurts
almost brakes your heart in half.
but there is no going back
it was said
and that's all i can take.
no more apologizes
for those have been over used.
i guess this is it.
this is where our journey as sisters end.
you said it
and i just couldn't take it.
i can't take
having my oldest sister
say to me
i hate you
and mean it,
so i said goodbye
i couldn't live like that
so i made things easy on you.
and left.
i hope your happy now,
a sister, wait not even a sister
a person you hate
is not out of your life.
happy?
cus I'm not.