For Once

For once in my life i wasn't thinking
about you,
Not one thought not one daydream.

For once I didn't think about your
eyes or even your smile,
it didn't even cross my mind.

For once I don't want to see you
or dream of you in my life.

For once I feel happy,
not a sad thought has come into mind.

For once I didn't want to be with you,
and I didn't want you in my life.

For once I can say I don't love you,
but I know it's all a lie.