Trying To Get Over It All.

Looking in the mirror,
Pretending I'm okay,
Eyes bleeding mascara,
And trying not to cry.

My life's slowly descending,
My heart has broke in two,
My delicate wrist is bleeding,
And I'm trying not to show.

I roll down my shirt sleeves,
And wish that it was gone,
This feeling deep inside me,
I can't believe what I've done.

The tears my heart is crying,
Need to be wiped away,
You don't know how hard I'm trying,
Each and every day.

I'm trying to get better,
I'm trying hard to smile,
I've made and effort in this letter,
But I'm scared I'm in denial.

So I'll clean my messed up eyes,
And bandage up my wounds,
My love for you eternal,
And I'm wishing on the moon.

(c) kirstyxo
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