Tonights the night,
I was shot to hell,
had my heart torn out,
& all my hopes destroyed.
I'm so upset,
too upset to write,
but yet my pencil still moves,
trying to forget what was said tonight.
But what's the use,
I'm not going to forget it.
I'll be up all night,
my heart literally aching with every breath.
The tears will well up,
my vision will blur,
& my eyes and throat will swell.
All of this because one thing led to another.
All because we're both too stubborn,
& you know it doesn't matter,
cause it's you thats doing the leaving,
It's you that won't trust,
you that can't take it.
But here I am,
standing strong for myself & all those who depend on me,
forcing this smile,
so no one will see...
& It's all because one thing led to another,
a fear,
& a hope...
Now replaced with nothing but doubt.
