Always Her Never Me

You held me so close,
you wanted to kiss me,
just as bad as I did...
but we both held back,
kept our hearts within our walls,
& smiled the most awkward,
crooked smiles...
Now you're all thats on my mind,
distracting me from all my other thoughts...
"The absolute value of 2x is 10."
What? Yeah right.
The only thing I can think about is
"He is amazing and flawless,
why doesn't he want to love me?"
Yeah, that makes more sense.
There's no way I could ever concentrate,
not with such a divine being as yourself,
running in my head.
& It makes me wonder,
if maybe you're thinking of me too.
Then I come to realize,
that's impossible...
cause only she is ever on his mind.
Never me.