Was It You

You have never said goodbye...
And I wonder why...
You used to be my hero...
Now I’m telling myself...”it was a lie!”

It is almost a nine years ago..
I thought we were friends...
I thought I was your best girl...
And now you’ve left me and gone...

All this people surrounding me..
But I still feel lonely inside of me..

A fallen leave in the autumns..
A lonely petal on the floor..
But standing like a candle..
Burning myself to light up for the others..

You gave me wings and told me to go high..
You have showed me how to fly..
You've made a promise. You said...
"Im always going to be here.."
Now im flying above the sky..
Then I look down.. I can't find you there..

Is there any chance to see you again..
is it meant to be for you to go away..
was it me..! was it the life..!
was it the fate who kept us apart..!..
I know it should’ve not be the end..
coz I can't wake you up from the dead..

now im sleeping on your grave..
and this rain falling above my head..
hoping it could wash away all the pain..
whispering to you..thinking if you could here me say..
"maybe I should've been there instead of you.."
“maybe you should’ve been alive instead of me..”