I want so much to be with
you, to spend every waking hour
in your arms like before, but im
sorry, i realized that this isnt my
fault, and im not going to go begging
for you back, even thoug i want you
so bad to lay with me and hold
me at night. But now all i
think about is you and her.
im so hurt that when you ask me
if there's anythinge else for
me to say, i dont say anything
cus words wouldnt describe the
feelings that im having or the
pain of my shattering heart. i just
cant stop memoring all the things
we've done in this past month. it
makes me hurt more that ur not
here. because i love you no matter what
i have part of you growing in
me each and everyday. She just
keeps getting bigger, i just wish
you was here to watch her grow
but its okey cus you love
her more and we dont need you
as bad as im MISSING YOU
