I think?

I drenched it all away
I hope
I hope my toll is paid

Because I can't stand this
Much longer
My heart has been ripped open
And now I'm sewing it up

My mind is out of control
But its better now
Or so I think

My friends don't care
So I don't either
Don't need anyone
Except myself

I hope this phase is over
Because its too much
I don't know you
But will you help me up?