Deleted

Don't think I won't erase you from my mind,
I just don't want to yet because I remember when you were kind.
I want you to be gone, away, from my thoughts and speech,
Even though my goal is to forget you- I just can't seem to reach.
Every time I look at a boy that's your age and has your smile,
I talk to him for what seems like a very long while.
Then I think to myself, "Why am I doing this when I know how I'll be treated?"
So, I need to get you out of my head... just like your deleted.