Why do I feel as if your trying to hurt me?
And you can see your doing it well,
so you keep pushing for more
Well I don't think i can handle it,
and shouldn't have to take it.
maybe I don't mean nothing to you
shit thats the only reason i can think,
for what you've put people through.
can you handle it anymore is the question
can you handle lying?
and looking at someone supposedly love,
and do it so well.
or can you handle pretending to care
about these girls and claim you don't?
maybe I'm trying to hide it from myself,
that your pretending with me.
My biggest fear other then loosing you, is you
I know i don't understand
really don't think i want to.
I mean you can say anything
and take them words back.
but this, this is different
its the thought of wondering not even knowing,
how can someone put tha person they love
or maybe even wanna love but cant anymore,
with these feelings.
through all things i know I'm still here,
and probably with me a while
but i want you to know,
until I'm finally gone it ain't no true smile.
