Surrender

To give you up.

God! What bell of freedom that rings within me. No more waiting for letters, phone calls, post cards, and messages that never came. No more energy wasted on letters never mailed.

And after a while,

No more insomnia.
No more insanity.

And more hapiness
More tranquility.

And all it took was giving you up.

...and that took quite a bit.