A single night of chaos

Why was there pressure
to get close to him

why was there pressure
to do a heart felt sin

my hand felt indecent in his
with his hand to hold
then my stomach turned
and there i sat cold

shivering came upon me
when his fingers messaged my waist
a burning enter my soul
with no time to waste

why was there pressure
to kiss the man i don't love

why was there pressure
to make it just one

walked into the dark
to fake a single kiss
told you to pretend
i was ready for this

they didn't believe
they saw your heart unwhole
they wanted me to peck
to them that has to be my goal

why was there pressure
to feel that pain once again

why was there pressure
to cheat on my boy-friend