Alone now

How boring life could be
With no one beside me
I sit and talk alone
Will no one call the phone?

I listen to the radio
Wandering where I should go
I'm listening to this sad,sad song
Wondering where it all went wrong

I'm looking at my wrists wondering why
I go find my razor blade with a sigh
I'm blaming you for all of this
Because you left me to be like this

If you never left I would have never cut
I'm blaming you becuase you left with a sl * t
I'm still trapped and still confused
Why did you leave me I was not amused

I wish you were back so I would not have these scars
I kill myself in an accident in a car
Would you care that I killed myself
Or would you go back to screwing yourself?

You caused me to hurt
You caused me to bleed
I hate you for it
Yet you are the only
Person I think about