A poem I write yet again
For here I start to ascend
Upon a feeling I felt before
But none of which opened the door...
Opened the door to my heart
I never again thought this feeling would start
What is this feeling I cant describe
I do not want to run and hide
To unleash this feeling yet again
I fear my heart will break and not mend
Afraid am I to let you in
But wanting to feel the warmth of your skin
Is it too soon should I be feeling this way
I want to lie beside you from night till day
Its all so much to think about
Where this could lead I have no doubts
So here I go putting it all on the line
If you take my heart please dont let it break this time......
But whats the point of telling you how I feel
Its not as if this will turn out real
You dont see me as I should be seen
You just see a model and a beauty queen
I agree with you, Im sick of labels
You want the true story
Here it is on the table
Being in the spotlight since age four
Its hard to keep my life behind a closed door
Movie star, model, and beauty queen
Its not really all its cracked up to be
People see only what they want to see
They never care to see the real me
They place me high on a pedestal
Closely watching that I dont fall
All the attention you would think its great
Who wouldnt want tons of money and many guys to date
Well let me fill you in on a little secret
Its not what I want, nope not at all not one bit
Yes Ill admit it was great at times
But today I wish I could be a mime
That doesnt speak and hides their face
And leave the world of beauty and grace.
This is why I hide my feelings
As they get taken for granted
People dont see their true meanings
And so Im left with feelings wasted
You say Im amazing and that Im hot
But please dont because Im not
You only see the outside and not what is within
Im just an average person wanting this fame to descend
I want to laugh, to smile a ton
All while having fun under the sun
To learn new things, be happy and true
To do all this and more with you
I dont need a label Im sick of them completely
I dont need any material items that you could give me
I just need to know that you like me for me
And not what the media makes you believe.
You have to know by now that I do like you
Why you ask when there are so many to choose
You have these eyes that suck me in
Your smile, oh god, makes me want to give in
You are everything Ive been looking for
I guess it took me awhile to realize this and more
You have been there for me when I needed you
The one time you needed me I didnt come through
It bothers me till this day
Because losing you is the last thing I want to do.
I want you to know that my feelings for you are true
I do not lie and will never use you
If a friendship is where this stays
My feelings for you will not change
I will be here for you as you were here for me
I promise you that with a 100% guarantee
Your friendship is a treasure I dont want to sink
It means more to me than you think.
If we were together I wouldnt want to rush a thing
Just to enjoy the moment watching the birds sing
Copyright MLB 2007
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