What i've lost

Tall are the orders
Deep within me they dwell
Endlessly they conform me
Constantly I destroy me

With these orders they do proclaim
All the horror thats within my frame
This picture is all distorted
Lines blured because of time

Pain in this place
Equal to that of my past
Dwell on forgotten memories
Ones only i remember apparently

Screaming this voice
In a dead silent picture
No one hears the yells
But for the demons within me

Thoughts relentless in shame
Only thoughts left are those of pain
My past relived everyday
Nothing to do. so i pray

Everyday i continue in my past
Is another day i will never get back
So i continue to hope
That one day my past i can heal!