I'll lie

I stay quiet
trying not to wake myself from inside
looking helplessly
trying not to cry

i try not to
wake the love that was inside of me
saying that this isn't love
just me dreaming

i want this pain
to go to sleep
hopefully love and i
won't ever meet

i try to find
all the reasons why this isn't love
why is there an angel
that was sent from above

i cry
even before i can smile
I'll lie
it'll last for awhile