Unwanted

Take a look at me,
Tell me what you see
Do you feel like in a dream?
Or do you just want to scream?

Why do people think I'm lonely?
Why do people take petty?
Why do people think I'm shy?
Don't they know I just wanna die?

When will I leave this living hell?
I'm depressed, can't anyone tell?
When people look at me,
I feel so ugly.

I want people to notice,
That I don't want to live like this.
I wanna go to the better place
I just want people to remember my face.

I just don't understand,
Why no one wants to hold my hand?
Why do people enjoy making me sad?
Do I really look that bad?

Why do people hate me?
Why can't they just let me be?
When I need someone there,
There's no one there to care

People look at me disgusted as if I don't have a head
If just makes me wanna drop dead
If someone ever starts liking me for whom I am
I promise I will lve that person forever god damn!

I don't know where my life is headed,
But all I know is that for now I'm unwanted.

I have a following to this poem which is called Wanted... its the good following of this poem.. may or not be on here yet, but will be soon