I look deep inside my eyes
but all I see is a girl with so much pain
yet trying to be strong with these tears I cry
that seem to be falling like its pouring down rain
Both arguing knowing it wasn't going to get any better
yet always trying to find some sort of way
tried writing sweet little letters
and trying so hard to find the right words to say
missing your hands run through my hair
and the lonely time that i now reminise
with the days you held me like a big teddy bear
reminding me of our first kiss
talking about our future and what we've always wanted
not knowing what God has in store
wishing for more than this to be wasted
always wanting to get straight to the core
just friends wont help this pain from deep within
but for now its better than losing you at all
I guess ill find a new way of livin
and maybe later in life we'll try this again.
