The pain is killing me worser than before
My black tears are turning into the river
The river flows so fast
Do you see a single tear?
They roll down my cheeks so many times
Feeling the pain
Feeling the fire
Feeling the ice
I'm so sick of being on the fire and ice
I'm left alone
Everyone is smiling and laughing around me
Everyone is talking expect me
My eyes are as ice as stone
My voice is silence
My ears are nothing to listen
My nose is smelling the fear
My heart beats so slowly
Everyone in my house is talking expect me
Do you realize how I feel?
I'm tired being deaf
I'm tired being silence
I'm tired being a quiet girl
I'm tired of tying my hands
I realize what a deaf culture is about
I don't really want the river to flow so fast
I just want the sun to get the river dry
I wish someone can break me free
I wish someone can give me a wings
I wish someone can make me fly
I'm tired of drowning in the ocean
I'm tired of the black clouds above me
Make the black clouds ran away
I just don't really want to be a quiet girl anymore
I just don't really want my ears to be silence
I'm so sick of it
My lips are hardly smiling
My eyes are hardly shinning
My ears are hardly listening
My voice are hardly speaking
I am tired of myself
The pain is killing me to death
I just don't wanna be around my family who can hear and speak
I just don't speak all the times
I just want my hands to sign freely
I realize how they feel about sign language
I understand it is hard for them
They don't open their eyes
They don't understand how I feel
I just hate being left out
I wish I am normal just like other normal teenagers
Even through I found my best friends who can understand me well
They let their hands to sign freely
Watching their hands just like a hawk
They smile all the times
I'm the luckiest girl of their worlds
Don't cry me a river
I am just trying to be a normal girl
