I'm Vanishing

I am just going to pretend
Just for now
So I can move on
That I don't know you

Because I can't this
You're gone
So I'm going to ignore you
Just like you are doing

I miss you so much
But I cannot
Live in another mess
Because you hurt me

I want you more then anything
You're gone
So I can't want you anymore
Or else I'll just be torn

I don't need more pain
I need you
But you're not going home
Unless I'm gone

So I'll vanish