My best friend

Well as the friendships are falling apart slowly,
other people mite not think the same,
but i think that maybe it is,

lost with thoughts,
and feelings,

thinking that I'm going to loose my best friend,
over this space thing,

i am understanding this space thing,
but i don't no if i can sit and wait,
for her to talk to me again,

i have done it once and it made me really upset,
i no that she was upset to,

but not being able to talk to her,
is really killing me inside,

i don't want to loose her as a friend.. as my best friend,
cos i care about her to much,

and loving her like a sister,
she is a sister that i never really had,

lost with the feelings and thoughts,
on not knowing what to do,

or how long the space is going to last,
but i no that if she has space from me again,

that I'm not going to be here waiting 4 her to come back to talking to me and being my best friend again,

i no that we will always be best friends,
but how much longer am i meant to wait till we are ok again,

in not knowing what i did to get this space ... dropped on me again,
in tears every night hoping that we will be friends again when i wake up ...

feeling scared inside thinking that maybe we want be friends again... but I'm not going to go there cos if i do maybe it will happen and i don't want that to happen...

this is about.. willow and our friendship....