It hurts so much I can't bare to say it

I look into her hers
And count the tears that run down her face
The time is near
For my deadly fear
In my years of living I never met a person like her
Her kind ways she helped me when I was down
Her smile that brighted my day
And the heart that care for me
Was the thing that made me call her
My best friend
Yet now the worst was near
Tears start to swell in my eyes
One last hug before I say
My true fear
Good-bye
I wanted to run away and escape my fears
Yet I was trapped like a weak prisoner
I tried to say the word yet I would dare
How could I say it to her
To my best friend
But time was scarce
And I couldn't bare
Not one more stare
One last hug
Then no sound
Just the sight of my best friend crying
But I had to leave so the words came out
But hurt more then I thought
I felt like i was stabbed right in the heart
But it had to be this way
And the words i said that killed me was
Good-bye dear friend
I hope we'll meet again.