I hadn't cryed in so long

Just the other night,
I cryed myself to sleep.
I herd a song that reminded me of you.
I hadn't cryed in so long,
For that I thought I was really strong.
I am sorry but I couldn't help it,
I was crying so hard,
I could barly bearth,
Even the keybord was drowning in tears.
You were my everything, you really were!
You were the mother I never had,
Just everything I ever wanted and needed.
So please know I miss you a whole bunch.
And I don't cry your in heven,
I cry because my life has no meanying with out you.
I love you to the moon and back!
God, all I want is to hear you say,
"I am here, I am proud, your my little girl, I will always love you, Love you to the moon and back!"

*** For my Grandma Sandy, I miss you with all my heart, I love you to the moon and back, R.I.P. May 11, 2006***