Lost and lonely

Every night in the darkness of my deserted nights i burn as though a candle
to sooth thy grieving heart
I drink cup after cup of that poisoned liquid
yet the cup of my sorrow exceeds
to escape form thy self
i lose my self to music
but like those unkind word i have lost my meaning

I have lost that bright star
I have lost every joy in this life
once i had a Passion of becoming a person that would change the fate of my beloved country
and with your word i could visualize that day
I once had dream of creating a peaceful world
but what have i got now, a empty dream meaningless as my words
my life like those leave of Autumn are withered and falling apart
I am so lost and lonely that thy window have become my gate to the outside world
I have for ever lost touch in life and to death I await
but tonight this cruel heart punishes thee for sins i have not committed
with darkness now I have united and to light I have become enemies
all dreams of a upita world are after all was just a silly dream
I wish nothing more than escaping this hell I have befallen into
oh death to come
and save thee I await you impatiently..