Since the moment things went wrong
This came the time to put my fake mask on
I became numb but the pain makes me feel alive
But its getting hard to control, hard to survive
I know I've done more than a mistake
And now its too late to make any right
Coz the pain is more than I can take
I dont know how I'll make it through twilight
Crying is making me feel all weak
My heart is beeding, I'm all sore
I dare not sniff, I dare not speak
I can't control my tears anymore
I don't want to be seen crying
I don't want my weakness be shown
I don't want to be seen hurting
I want to be left alone
