Lies, cries, and good-byes

Take me by the hand
and lead me by the heart
watch my bleeding mascara
and tare my soul apart
you said you'd always be there
to catch me when i fall
but you never took the time
so i took the blame for it all
i thought you understood
but you were always too high
so when you said i love you
i answered with a lie
i tried to get away
but you always held me down
i cried with every bruise you'd make
in my tears i have drowned
I'm locked inside my emptiness
and I'm starting to bleed
I've sunken into depression
once you forced your self in me
i cant scream any longer
I'm choking on all the lies
you put the gun in my hand
but they all say suicide