I guess I'll never tell

It's getting harder to breathe
Every second, minut and hour
If you only knew
What you are putting me through
With those eyes of yours
You make me dream
About things that can never be
And it really makes me wonder
Why I still write poems about you
Made my mind up long time ago
That now was the time to put you away
But I guess I'll never tell
Why I am still captured under your spell

Somehow I wish you would tell me
Not to bother thinking about you
But you keep smiling at me
You keep laughing with me
But you can't say?
I'll stay in your heart forever?
And yet you're not saying I wont
It's oh so confusing
And that is why I guess I'll never tell
Why I am still captured under your spell

I can live with the heartache
For days, months or years
'Cause then I'll know it would be over
But I can't live without knowing
How much you care(d)?
'Cause you never told me
And yet you call me at night
Just to talk to me
You laugh and call me baby
Boy, you've got me blinded
And for that I hate you
Is that why I'll never tell
Why I am still captured under you stupid spell?