A memory...

I thought back to that day
a memory that i just want to go away

you tore me apart
from my spleen, to my lungs, to my heart...

i felt as if my whole body was ripped in half
and all i could hear was your laugh

you tried to rape me, just like everyone else
no one ever cares, i'm all by myself

i close my eyes and try to forget
but you told everyone, it's no longer a secret

the tears fall down my pale cheeks and my face turns red
i still remember every imperfect word you said

you made my self-esteem drop suddenly
you kept calling me beautiful only to call me ugly

i was what you wanted, but i wouldn't let you have me
so you told me that i was everything i never wanted to be

it still hurts,
every single word...